I am moving!

Surprised aren't yah? I am not literally moving but this blog definitely is! I want to continue writing this blog on a new medium which is WORDPRESS! I can't wait to write more fun stories on my new blog. Well, you can't deny that blogspot is kinda like for the oldies with the outdated interface. And you definitely can't deny that wordpress looks SO MUCH COOLER! So, I want to revamp my blog at wordpress. I thought of creating a new blog at wordpress and deleting this one but I have become too attached to my own writing (even though all my writing are crap hahaha). I will leave a link to my new blog at the bottom of this page. If you want to check it out go click the link! 

Lastly, thank you for reading! Lots of love from my screen to yours! 

xoxo

My new blog:

aineinaniii.wordpress.com

ROADTRIPS!!

Assalamualaikum wbt and hello!

For today's entry I would like to bring all of you to a journey from my past. Yes, it's reminiscing time! Woop! Woop! This week I've been remembering the good old days during high school when all I do is going to camps and competitions. That means ROADTRIPS! Ahmagard, I really miss those fun weeks! Usually the journey from my school to another MRSM took about 6-10 hours. It depends on how far the destination is. 

Do you remember packing your stuff together with your friend? Do you remember how exciting the feeling was when the bus was all full with your good good friends? And then everyone started to choose seats. And then when the wheel of the bus started rolling, everyone was under control, all poised and well-mannered. After an hour or two the moment of truth begins. Everyone started singing,cracking up stupid jokes and of course gossiping. And the first RnR stop is the best because you can buy lots of junk foods and share it with your friends. Everyone is still hyped up at that time. After a few hours went by, everyone was already knocked out and fast asleep. Even though it was not the most comfortable position to sleep in but it just felt so cozy with the warmth presence of your friends. The best part is when you have a really cool and outgoing bus driver. He will take you wherever you wanna go! Somewhere not too far lah. Around the vicinity only lah. Haha. 

After a long week at camp, the fun was heading to an end. The journey back always feel so much shorter than heading to the camp. Feeling a little bit fatigue is normal but it will never overpower the joy I feel inside my heart. I hope in the future I will get another chance of going on roadtrips with all my favourite people.

Thank you for reading!

My Skin Journey

Assalamualaikum and hello there!

I suppose a lot of you are surprised by the title of this entry. Haha. Well, actually I am trying to write something different than I normally would. Making this blog more exciting wouldn't hurt anybody,eyh! 

Let me start with a background story:

I came across a lot of troubles and doubts when we talk about face cleansers, toners, moisturizer so on and so forth because I have the most hardest type of skin ever. Which is sensitive AND oily. Some people are blessed with perfectly unblemished skin and I congratulate you for that haha. It is really hard for me to find a product that really suits my skin because it is very sensitive. But it's oily. Double the trouble. I have to find a product that is kinda strong (because of the oily part) but not too strong (because of the sensitive part). Ugh! It's hard you know! There are a lot of products in the market and you don't know which one is the right product for you. 

In the past, I tried using Cetaphile, SebaMed, Simple and Body Shop range. Those products are famously known as "suitable for sensitive skin" type of products. But noooo, my skin ain't getting any better from using one range to the other. See how sensitive my face is! So, I thought that "Let's try natural products. Nothing can go wrong if it's natural". Since 2015, I have decided that I will use a 100% natural ingredients product only. 

Therefore, I ventured into the Internet world to find for the most natural product exist in Malaysia. Then, I came across a local product named Adania by Amaryllis Wellness (I will give the link of the website below). This product is an all time favs of Kak Dena Bahrin. It claims to be 100% natural without any harmful chemicals. I was interested and I kept stalking the products for about 3 months. On late December 2015, I decided to purchase it. Finally! Haha. 

For starters, I bought the Pure Soap Bar and the Luxurious Organic Face Oil. And I was sooooooo impressed by the products. Alhamdulillah after using them religiously for a month, I realized the positive changes on the texture of my skin. It has never been this soft and clean! But my skin is not perfectly flawless like an airbrushed face. There are still little bumps here and there but what I can confidently say is that MY SKIN IS GETTING BETTER AND HEALTHIER. I am not claiming that it is flawless kay. Soooo, I started to purchase different things from that brand. And my love towards the brand grows even more. 

Let me remind you that I am REALLY REALLY particular when it comes to skincare products. There was this one time I tried applying aloe vera to my face because my face was breaking out a little bit at that time. And guess what? MY FACE WENT BERSERK! My cheeks were having severe inflammation and my skin flakes off terribly. Like shedding of skin 24/7. And it stings really bad! I was in a lot of pain. Every now and then I had to dab my face with a wet cloth to hydrate my skin back to normal. Then, I went to see a dermatologist and the doctor gave me some meds and Hydrocortisone cream to prevent future irritations.

Currently I am sticking with the same soap bar and it still works wonders. Other than that, I am venturing deep into different brands of 100% natural products. I am still considering on purchasing Pure Argan Oil from Mora Essential, Pure Argan Oil from an oversea brand named Now Solutions and other stuffs. (currently obsessing over pure face oils). 

If you are having the same problem as I had during those hard painful days and your skin is sensitive as hell, try check out the brands that I mentioned! 

Adania Amaryllis Wellness

Website: http://amaryllis-wellness.com/collections/all/adania

Instagram: @amarylliswellness

Mora Essential

Instagram: @moraessential

Now Solutions 

Instagram: @beauty.health.everything

I hope this entry helped you guys who are reading and you may help your friend/mother/sister/any one who have sensitive skin to have a better and healthier skin. 

Thank you for reading! Lots of love from me to all of you! <3 <3

*all the photos are courtesy from Google images 

I'm Tired

Im tired of talking about looks.

Im tired of talking about the ideal body type and weight. 

Im tired of talking about boys. 

Im tired of talking about fashion sense.

Im tired of talking about celebrities.

I just want to hear a topic on books.

I just want to hear a topic on food.

I just want to hear a topic about responsibilities.

I just want to hear ideas that could change the world. 

I just want to hear about improving oneself.

I just want to hear a topic about history

I just want to hear a topic about Islam.

Sometimes I wish I could deviate myself from those types of conversation when I had enough of it. Yes, I do indulge in them but I hated it. At first it was thrilling and then I felt empty inside.

I am trying to have positive attitude. 

I am trying to be a better person. 

I am trying to be a better muslimah. 

I am trying to be a better khalifah.

But the topics ain't helping me achieving my goals. So I have to change for the world to change. To hear people talking about important stuff is to start talking about important stuff. 

Mini Panic Attacks

Sometimes I get mini panic attacks. I feel very overwhelmed by all the work that I have to do. The feeling is kinda like you having a stage fright. For me a stage fright is a lot better because when the show is done, I feel relieved and calm again. But this mini panic attack? Nooo, I have to finish all my work to feel calm again. What do you expect? Is it humanely possible to finish 3 assignments and 2 tutorial exercise in a day, which I may add class sessions from morning till evening. I can't bear to stay up all night. And when I stay up, it's hard for me to wake up early the next morning. Alhamdulillah, these mini panic attacks are still bearable. I can't imagine those people who encounters severe cases of anxiety everyday. My heart is with all of them. Usually when I am experiencing those days I would cry or sleep to calm myself down. And a side note not to hear emotional songs! Do you understand my dilemma? If I choose to sleep, when will my work be done? Ugh its kinda frustrating. For those who read my blog, if you experiencing the same thing, please comment down below. If you can please share your ways to treat your anxiety/panic attacks/overwhelming feelings.

Thank you guys for reading and love you lots! 

Karnival Sukan Ansara 2016

Assalamualaikum and hello there!

Last Sunday, I was lucky enough to be one of the volunteers for the event. Thanks a lot to Athirah Hasni because she was the one who asked me to join this event as a volunteer. OMG. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN! 

On Saturday night, I travelled from my home to IOI City Mall, Putrajaya to meet Hasni. Hasni said that all her friends that will volunteer were going to sleep together in a homestay at Bangi. I joined them because it will be easier on Sunday morning to go to GMI for the event. At the house I met Ain Nadhirah. It's been so long since the last time we see each other. It was the best night ever! Hasni and I talked and talked and talked. I miss her sooo much. We catch up with every single thing that happened in our lives. 

The next morning (Sunday), is the big day! I was so pumped up. We arrived at GMI, Bangi about 7.45am. We registered and received our bright yellow volunteer t-shirt. (Bukan gerakan Bersih kay). Hasni was sooo sweet because she gave me the last L-sized tshirt. They were only one L-sized tshirt left and the others are XL and XXL. How can you not love her? I was in charged of batu seremban game and Hasni was in charged of Nerf War. That morning, I saw this one familiar face. I can't remember when and where I saw that face. He has such a distinct appearance. I want to say hi but I was afraid it was the wrong guy hahahaha. How embarrassing that would be! But when I looked at him, he was looking at me too. Tapi lepas tu larikan pandangan je lah. Nak buat apa lagi, tak ingat siapa mamat tu. I tried really hard to remember who he was. And then I gave up. 

At 9.30am the batu seremban game started and I just sat on the floor watching old people balancing the batu seremban on their palms. Not that interesting. By 11.00am (I think lah) the game ended and I don't know what to do. I went to see Hasni at her venue and accompanied her there.

After that, I roamed the street because they're a lot of stalls opened a long it. And guess who I met? I met with my TGB junior. His name is Adib Thaqif. He runs a t-shirt business now. Alhamdulillah it's going great. We chatted and that was it. I met A LOT OF MY KUALA KLAWANG JUNIORS. A LOT I TELL YAH. A LOT. I met with my precious little munchkin Aishah Salehan. She has grown a lot! Tinggi dah Aishah sekarang. 

Here is a picture of us:

I made her stand on the lower platform so that I would look taller. Hahaha. 

I met a lot of my batchmates too. Whether they are TGB or Kuala Klawang. From TGB they were Maryam Nadiah, Wani, Yaya, Lina, Fatin Nooraina, Khairunnisa, Huda, Shahriman, Izzat, Kamil Hafiz, Arif Isyraf, Aiman Narizan, Is, Thaqib, Haikal Lupiamir, dak dak bola lain etc. Ramai lagi sebenarnya. Sorry bagi sesiapa yg tak termasuk dlm list tu huhuhu. For Kuala Klawang friends, I met with Farah Shakirah, Atik Arief, Adib Ammar, Zulfikri Zainal etc. I saw my KuKla seniors too but didn't dare to talk to them. We were not close at all back then. 

About that dude I mentioned before, I remembered that I met him during Minggu Bahasa. He was an actor for his maktab but I couldn't remember which maktab. And then, I realized that we went to the same leadership camp at MRSM Taiping when I was Form4/5. And we were in the same group! It was such a funny realization. How can you forget a friend you met during a camp. Which involved interactions among each other and stuff. Kiteorg pernah berborak kot. Hahaha. After I realized that, I wish I could see him again and talk to him. Amd them, yes I saw him AGAIN but did not tegur sebab still takut salah orang hahahahaha. But I did not regret it because how to start the convo? "Hey, do you remember me? We went to the same camp 3 years ago? Ring any bell?" Hahaha. I would pass the embarrassment anytime. But I'm glad I remembered who he was. 

The event ended roughly at 6.00pm. It was pouring rain. The takraw didn't get the chance to finish the whole tournament. I went back home with a fatigue body and a blooming heart. I was so happy I could meet all of my friends at that event. It was like a major gathering. A long lost friend was redeemed. Reunited with lots of good friends. It was such a blast.

If you wanna do something, do it with your friends. It's gonna be much more fun and interesting. Trust me. 

Here is a picture of me and my lovely best friend Athirah Hasni:

Thank you for reading. Love all of you to bits!

Hello Again!

Assalamualaikum!

Well it's been awhile since the last time I posted something on this blog. I may not have a specific content and direction of this blog. I just type whatever I want to express. Sometimes typing it out is better than keeping everything to myself. And it surely feels better than feeling my heart cringe about the all the poison I have to forcibly swallow on my own. I hope those who are always waiting for my next post (even though mcm tak de je haha) are not mad at me because dah lama tak tulis apa apa. Please give me suggestions of things you wanna me to write. And pardon my grammar. I am still in the process of perfecting it. *cough "Humans make mistakes." *cough

But this blog is definitely my medium to improve my English writing skills by constantly typing and posting English based contents. 

Last and of course not least, I love all of you! Spread the love *flying kisses