I'm Tired

Im tired of talking about looks.

Im tired of talking about the ideal body type and weight. 

Im tired of talking about boys. 

Im tired of talking about fashion sense.

Im tired of talking about celebrities.

I just want to hear a topic on books.

I just want to hear a topic on food.

I just want to hear a topic about responsibilities.

I just want to hear ideas that could change the world. 

I just want to hear about improving oneself.

I just want to hear a topic about history

I just want to hear a topic about Islam.

Sometimes I wish I could deviate myself from those types of conversation when I had enough of it. Yes, I do indulge in them but I hated it. At first it was thrilling and then I felt empty inside.

I am trying to have positive attitude. 

I am trying to be a better person. 

I am trying to be a better muslimah. 

I am trying to be a better khalifah.

But the topics ain't helping me achieving my goals. So I have to change for the world to change. To hear people talking about important stuff is to start talking about important stuff.