My greatest fear is being the "Mike Wazowski" in life. For those who watched Monster University will kinda grasp the symbolism. Let me enlighten a little bit to all of you about Mike Wazowski.
Mike Wazowski was a diligent student. He studied his books from cover to cover. He aced all of his test. But no matter how hard he tried, he will never fulfill the requirements to be a professional scarer. He believed in himself if he try hard enough and if he put more effort, everything will turn out the way he wanted. But no. He was not destined to be a scarer because he was not scary at all. He can't be a scarer. He can't be the thing that he wanted the most. And that is agonizing.
To inflict this scenario in my life is horrifyingly inevitable. I keep feeling that if I try hard enough, I can achieve anything including conquering the world. But there will always gonna be that little voice on the back of my head that say "No way. You aint potential enough to do that. You're just a Mike Wazowski". I really hate it when that happens. Then a battle with myself will occur, for example: "I can do this!" and "Stop daydreaming".
Reality come slapping me on the face and I realized that if I want something, I just have to fight for it till the very end. If I ended up with zero result it means that Allah SWT has saved better things for me in the future. I have to put faith in Him. It is a mandatory act. Because He is the root to the tree of your success. Whatever happen in your life, you have to go back to basic. Which is pray. Pray to Allah. Weep to Him. Cry to Him. Because only He who can mend a broken heart.
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