Alhamdulillah I was accepted to enroll in this university even though it was not my first preference. Actually I was hoping for UKM. But yeah, Allah SWT knows what is the best for me so he gave me CFS IIUM (International Islamic University Malaysia), Gambang Campus, Pahang.
Since I was in Form 3, I was really looking forward to enroll in a university. Maybe because I have been a boarding school student for 5 years. The thought of a little bit of freedom in university life keeps me going everyday to achieve my dreams. So here I am all hyped up after SPM, waiting to enter the paradise of knowledge and discovered that I was accepted to a university that I least expect to enter. The main reason I didn't want to enter IIUM was because I was afraid that the environment there like what I imagine it would be (and it was a negative thought). But I toughen up my heart and my mind and just go with the flow. Alhamdulillah, everything is ok lah. I'm not saying I love it here but I can adapt lah. But my first impression for the environment in IIUM is accurate. So, I just focus on the positive things that are implemented here.
I, like everyone else, want to pursue my degree overseas. But by the look of it , I think I will not achieve that. I am still in the process of moving on. And let me tell you IT IS NOT EASY.
Tu lah org ckp kan, kita kena yakin dgn perancangan Allah SWT. Apa apa pon yg trjadi kita kena husdnuzon dengan Allah SWT. Siapa lagi kenal kita drpd Pencipta kita sendiri. Kalau kita redha dgn ketentuan Allah SWT & bersyukur dgn segala nikmat yg Allah SWT telah kurniakan, in shaa Allah nnt Allah SWT tambah rezeki lagi. Rezeki tak semestinya berupa duit. Keluarga yg memahami, anak yg soleh, peluang belajar ke luar negara, dapat CGPA 4.00 pon dikategorikan sebagai rezeki. Sentiasa ingat Allah SWT bg perkara yg terbaik utk diri kita.
Here is a picture of my new room here:
Ah! The carrot!
ReplyDeleteRemember Nani, the consequences of regret is greater than the regret itself. It is upon us all decisions were made, and to hate the path we are enduring reflects who we are. Anyhow, the best has always been the answer but one thing not everyone are able to get a grasp on is, the definition of 'best'. I'm a firm believer that destiny is curated by yourself, and you should too! Good luck!